Posted in Lessons Learned, The Writer's Life, Uncategorized

The Busy Bee Emerges…

This writer is happy to be back in the game. Sometimes you have to step back and just figure crap out. A lot has been happening here at the studio. So I have lots to share and some that I cannot. But, I am working furiously and even picked up a little something new to have a little more fun instead of my life being solely about the work. However, rest assured, my life still revolves around stories and amazing characters. As usual, of course.

So what have I been up to? NOW AVAILABLE

Let’s start with great progress on the next Slauson’s Cove book. I’ll be making some announcements and a cover reveal post about that soon. So, don’t forget to subscribe so that you’re in the loop when it happens. And if you haven’t read The Secret of the Storm, I’ll make a post when the price goes live but, you’re going to have a limited time opportunity to pick up the ebook /kindle editing for under $5.00 USD. Pricing should be changed any time so you can keep an eye on My Author Page for that to drop.

etherlogo.jpgThen I started something new to not only promote my work but also that of other indie authors. I’ve stepped into the world of narrations online with a channel I’m calling Ether Realms. You can hear the start of one of my own short stories by going to the new channel. I’m also featuring another author’s work. Serena Mossgraves sent me a great short that I wanted to present. And I am open to submissions from other indie authors and have room in the current schedule to add a few. So if you’re interested in submitting to have your story narrated and some promotion then by all means check out the website at www.etherrealmsmedia.com and check the submissions page.

By way of a new hobby, I’ve finally taken a bit of a plunge. Why I didn’t get into this years ago, I’m not sure. However I admit that I’m ecstatic to have come upon table top role playing games now.

We all know how introverted I am. Most of my life is spent behind the computer screen and microphone. I’m writing, editing, creating graphics, editing audio tracks, recording and so forth all the time. More often than not this is into the early morning hours. But getting out with people is rare, unless family forces the issue. I’ve been interested in tabletop games and board games for a long time. However, being an introvert, I don’t meet many people who want to play. Enter the internet and local game shops. It took me very little time to find a group starting up and an invitation to join and learn. Next thing I know, I’m setting up my own session to be a Game Master. So I’ll be posting about the adventures from time to time.

Let me just say that I love this! It is immersion story telling with others. You never know what they are going to do. Playing in a fantasy world you can imagine that there are some great moments to be played out. Some players, just as in life, are braver than others and willing to take huge risks, while others play it safe to avoid being killed off in the game early on. But the exciting thing is that you have no idea what you’re going to do until you do it and you’re unravelling more of a mystery each time you take a turn and listen to what characters know or don’t know.

Now, I am currently playing and DMing for Dungeons & Dragons 5e. This is my ground zero for the gaming world. But I’ve managed to get connected with a great group of people to play with at a local Gaming Shop. If you’re struggling to be social and looking for a fun way to interact with other people and get out of your own shell. I reccommend it whole-heartedly.

With that, I’m going back to the work today. I’ll be pausing tonight to work on prep for my Wednesday night debut as a DM. But I am excited about it. And that’s a win!

Posted in Lessons Learned, My Process, The Currents

Video Days…

Wow guys! I had no idea what an ordeal creating this content was going to be. I am still determined though.

As I write this, it is nearly 1:00AM and I have approximately 5 hours remaining on the rendering of my first video. I have no idea how long it is going to take to upload it to YouTube. But that will have to wait until I get up to be started. So, the video will go up at some point.

In the meantime, I did get my intro to load and I’m excited about that part. So I’ll be working on some other videos this week so I can get some content up but, so you can get the notifications and subscribe. Here it is!

I really wanted to show off the fun side. All the different things I do and I think I succeeded there. I may tweak it as I gather new experiences, clips, and images but for a start I think this is a good option.

I have learned a very important lesson though. I really need to invest in a better computer. This video editing is no joke. And I’m sure it will be a good investment. So, I’m already doing research. Glad this is coming up at tax time.

I know this is short but, I wanted to share what was accomplished. Now, I have to get to the day job in the morning so, I think sleep is a necessary component of my day.

Posted in Family Life, Lessons Learned, The Currents, The Writer's Life

Monday & Thoughts On Living

Hello my readers! I hope that you’re all fairing well in this wintery weather. Here in Texas it was a crazy day. As I was leaving the office the temperature was 52° F and as I got home 30-45 minutes later it was 38° F. I took my umbrella and my coat and gloves this morning when it was about 64° F. It is no wonder that everyone I come in contact with is sick. GermX is my friend lately.

I have a couple of things I wanted to put out there tonight. It is no secret that I have a YouTube channel that I’ve been preparing for. I’m happy to tell you that my first video will be posted on Monday January 15th, 2018. In fact, there will be two! One is a static invitation and about the channel type of post and the other will be actual content post. So, I’m going to backtrack on Monday to post links to those videos for you to easily access them. Why? Because I’m a total Newb at this and have no idea how this is all going to work out until I actually finish editing and uploading. So, please, be patient with me in this process.

I have been blogging off and on for years. I am a writer. It is what I do well. So, you may be asking “why have I decided to jump into the video realm? It’s a fair question. So I’m going to address it here, for now.

This is me. I’m a heavy woman who has always had a big heart. There’s no need to go into the details of why or how I ended up the size I am now. It is just a fact.

Every year, I make a list of resolutions. Like many others out there they include losing weight, eating healthy, drinking more water, and the usual things. But 2017 was a hard year in many ways. The latter half of the year left me doing a great deal of soul searching and dealing with the reality of my own mortality. I started to question myself on a much deeper level. I prayed for clarity and direction. To my surprise, I actually got what I asked for.

I’ve spent most of my life being concerned with what others thought about me. I hid from view in group photos and avoided full body shots. It is something a lot of bigger women (and I assume men) do. We want to look, act, and feel just like everyone else. But, we stand out no matter how much we try to hide away. Then we become painfully aware of any situation that even hints at embarassment for those we love. Subconsciously we read far more into things that are said, many times, than is really there. The result is even further seclusion from the world. For me, something has finally clicked. And I realize that there is something much bigger at play here than just me.

Getting in front of this camera is terrifying. I know that there are going to be people out there who will attack me solely because of the way I look. I deal with that every day. And I’ve often used writing as a way to cope with the emotions that go along with that. This has to get beyond the fear. It will get easier for me. There are going to be posts about writing, creative living, plus size living, and I want to allow all of you a bit of a window into my world. I think it is going to be an exciting thing once I move through the initial jitters. I hope that you will too.

Why now? Because I am tired of living my life on the sidelines waiting to be the perfect size, have the perfect smile, hair, or make up. Life is imperfect. We are all flawed. And I think it is so important for other bigger people to see someone being real, honest, living life, and reaching for a big dream. I’ve been inspired by other writer and youtubers out there who have shared their own journeys. And I feel like I have a unique perspective to offer that could help others find their voice and encourage them to start living their fullest lives as well.

So much in my life is changing. I’ve realized that writing a book isn’t enough. I want this to be a career for me. I want to entertain people with great stories and characters. I want to travel and meet readers, give readings, help and inspire others to reach for their own creative dreams. To do that, I have to get out of my shell. I have to undo years of conditioning. I have to be healthier than I have ever been before and strong enough to say, “You know what world, HERE I AM!” And I am finally there.

Conquering the fear isn’t easy but, I’m just going to go on blind faith that the right people will connect through these means. Blogging, Vlogging, and other social media are tools that will allow me to reach far and wide. This year, is about learning about them and then using them to live my dreams.

So, will you join me?

Connect with me on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. I’d be delighted if you would join me in subscribing to my new channel as well. Info will be live on Monday as soon as there is a video to share over there.

See ya soon!